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Bailey Merlin


Munich, Day 4
We fought hard to get out of bed this morning. Told Theresa we’d be out and about by eight but were liars until nine. Between the hard...
Bailey Merlin
Feb 16, 20233 min read
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The 2022 Wrap
In the interest of full disclosure, I forgot that I’ve done a yearly wrap for many years. It’s strange to think that some of you have...
Bailey Merlin
Dec 31, 20222 min read
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Checklist to Live By
As I prepare for an incredibly busy September, my anxiety has been creeping up…a lot. I mean, there’s a fine line between anxiety and...
Bailey Merlin
Jul 21, 20221 min read
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Madonna & Child, Delayed
Her knee jiggles. Incessant anxious energy has made its home in her veins, moving through her as steadily as blood. Today, though, the...
Bailey Merlin
Apr 21, 20227 min read
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How I Used to Play the Cello
This is an old piece I always thought of doing something with. Looking back at it now, I’m happy to let it be. It’s been such a long time...
Bailey Merlin
Feb 4, 20225 min read
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Slivers
In Salem, there are a lot of doors. There are a lot of doors to be seen and a lot of doors to be seen by the right pairs of eyes. Not...
Bailey Merlin
Oct 22, 20212 min read
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Poem #30
Diagnosis with the Crypt Keeper The first time I meet my psychiatrist, he asks if we’ve met before. This does not bode well. He asks...
Bailey Merlin
Jul 2, 20212 min read
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The Making of Bug Eyes, pt. 2
It’s a new year, and I am reflecting on the nature of my relationship with creativity. I’m learning to fall in love with reading again in...
Bailey Merlin
Feb 4, 20214 min read
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A How-To on How-Not-To Eat a Crawfish
Until I was about eight, I thought my grandpa was a Spaniard. This may have had something to do with him looking a lot like Antonio...
Bailey Merlin
Dec 20, 20204 min read
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Tending the Flame
We aren’t ready. When Sebastian holds the door, and the sky blinks into blackness, we aren’t ready. When everyone is left standing in the...
Bailey Merlin
Oct 31, 202013 min read
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The Bond House: Romance Novels Are Killing Me
Stuck inside. All I can do is read shitty romance novels. Why does this feel like a hostage situation? Since the rousing success of...
Bailey Merlin
Apr 5, 20195 min read
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The 2018 Wrap
Most importantly: I embraced crop top freedom. Another year has come and gone, and I have to admit that 2018 was amazing. With 2017 being...
Bailey Merlin
Jan 1, 20192 min read
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Paris (again): Day 7
This is what it’s like to eat sunshine. I finally come to terms with my self-inflicted solitude over a tartlette citron (which I’m pretty...
Bailey Merlin
Oct 12, 20184 min read
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Untethered
My father always told me to look to the stars to find my way home. That was true a long time ago, when he was younger, before the...
Bailey Merlin
Jul 19, 20184 min read
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That Satchmo Sorrow
There is smoke. It has grown thicker over the last hour, invading my lungs and stinging my eyes. I take another hit and begin to cough....
Bailey Merlin
Jul 18, 20186 min read
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Dysphoria
Dez is not a morning person. I remind myself of the fact when I feel the urge to ruffle his hair. His snapping turtle role isn’t worth a...
Bailey Merlin
Jul 17, 20188 min read
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The Bond House: Biscotti in the Car
Blurry and, yet, we look great Sometimes it’s hard to believe that it was only four months ago that I moved into a house with Craigslist...
Bailey Merlin
Apr 30, 20185 min read
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The Bond House: March Madness
Gideon, lost in snow As a poor, naive Southerner, I thought that we might see spring and put away our snow boots by the end of February....
Bailey Merlin
Mar 30, 20184 min read
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Paris: Day 9-10
Paris will teach you about self-love, man. The last full day in Paris is bittersweet. Even after this short period of time, I feel like...
Bailey Merlin
Aug 17, 20174 min read
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Paris: Day 8
Appropriately dour. Today was the sort of day where you leave the past where it belongs. I took a hard look in the mirror and said,...
Bailey Merlin
Aug 10, 20173 min read
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